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Prisoner of Fate

from Shadow of a Doubt by SPECIAL AGENT

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lyrics

Bring the gavel down
My head glued to the martyr’s crown
No need to cast the stone
My house shatters on its own
Language hemorrhaging out
Yet my mind doesn’t make a sound
I don’t remember what I meant
Now my intention winds up dead!

Pressure
Building
Brainwaves
Twisting

Chiseled out of stone
A work of art that I view alone
Projecting meaning is my vice
Thoughtless passion is my sacrifice
I bypass all the signs
To lay my hands on what I see divine
What a cursed surprise
The statue crumbles before my eyes

Logic
Breaking

Do you see what’s gone on?
Do you see what I’ve become?
Set myself ablaze
My senses lost
Deaf, blind, dumb in a pile of dust
Even sans the sharp imbibe
The hand of trauma still resides
I beg you to sever it every time
While you’re closed in the maiden
By your own sick mind

Memory
Flooding
Silence
Shouting

Lust is a dangerous game
and when I shoot to kill
I can’t be tame
like capturing a dove
with vampire gloves
i take the purest thing
and tear it up
In my dreams, your eyes appear
Views the sum of all my fear
I cut the corners and i played too fast
Now i’m awake and built to last

Can you love something that you’ve lost
when it’s gaining strength to carry it’s cross?
Do you hold it under the scope
while it’s trying to learn to hate the rope?
Do you shift with the changing moods
when i don’t want the past but want you in my room?
Can we devour this moment but still be free?
I’ve always loved a dichotomy

Split the pain
From the assault
The fantasy comes
To a grinding halt
Honesty now in this final throe
I hid more than you will ever know
Crack my head
Inside you’ll find
The steel-trap
To protect my mind
Behind the nothings
And the soft caress
My true colors couldn’t lay to rest

Break the cycle
Break the spell
Douse the flames of this living hell
Break the mold
Break the chain
Break the voices inside my brain
All for nothing
All for love
All for the moment i rise above
All rules and regulations burned at the pyre
When you’re a prisoner of fate and it’s dark desire

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from Shadow of a Doubt, released March 2, 2023

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SPECIAL AGENT Dallas, Texas

egodeath driven post-industrial hxc cyberpunk nervous breakdown showmanship. NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART.

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